Hello, my neophyte sow.
I heard you last night as you howled
Through till dawn arose.
The light leaked out upon your soul.
And I am neossine.
Spit me out upon the grain.
I can see, you bleed because of me
But you still let me in.

And why don’t you hate me?
Are you caught up in stories?
Maybe a liquid breath of memories
Will make you believe.
God, I hate you.
My love is all you need for proof.
When all the tears turn into ethyl beads,
I know you’ll believe.

You my ravenous trowel.
Dig on in and feel my soul sour.
Covered up with pests
The lust so cruel, yet all but peerless.
And I am nigrosine.
I’ll stain your heart with what I am.
I can see, you bleed because of me
But you still let me in.

But, you are not mine.
I’ll rise above on amber brine.
All I have is thinned.
I’ll share it now through my syringe.
And I am necrosin.
Cut me out of your skin.
I can see, you bleed because of me
But you still let me in.

And why don’t you hate me?
Are you caught up in stories?
Maybe a liquid breath of memories
Will make you believe.
God, I hate you.
My love is all you need for proof.
When all the tears turn into ethyl beads,
I know you’ll believe.

Everything I am
Is but a cast around sin.
I can feel you crying
Beneath my hands again.
Why don’t you hate me?
Must I kill you, too?
Why do I have to live
Knowing this is all I do?
I’ll make you hate me
As much as I hate you.
Because you love me?
No, it can’t be true.
Because I can’t love you.
Why can’t I love you?
You’ll never love me.
That is the truth.

And why don’t you love me?
Are you caught up in stories?
Maybe a liquid breath of memories
Will make you believe.
God, I love you.
My pain is all you need for proof.
When all the tears turn into ethyl beads,
I know you’ll believe.