I’m standing along
Beside everything I can’t hold
    So cold
And everythings gone black and blue
Cause I’ve lost my dream of you.
    My vision
It’s all gone blurry.
And everything I’ve known is not reality.
And so I give myself away like this,
But even standing alone all I see is shit.
My veins grow thin.
The blood now slows.
My heart still beats.
The tears now flow.
And as I dream
Of hearts acquantance
I find myself
    Grow more resistant.
My veins, they burn.
The blood now pours.
My heart grows cold.
My tears burn holes.
And as I dream
Of love’s acceptance
I find myself
    so irrepresent
My heart is a hole
Or at least that’s what I’ve told you.
    Not true.
And all of my strengths have fallen through.
    My feelings
They’ve gone so very numb
And everything I’ve loved only ignores me.
So, I feel my caring blades embrace
But even dying alone,
It’s touch is worthless.