i just cant believe that i m still alive maybe it s just a single moment filling my slow demise i realize now that i m not a sacrifice i m an end and a beginning just a fucking device use me break me anything you want at least i know i m just a tool filled with sulfur and rot theres not a thing to say because you won t believe but push me to the limit and i ll be your disease you don t understand all the motions yet still succumb to decay i give the gift that little knowledge that your dreams will never be and it s only fair when you think of the cost i give up all that i could be so you can know what i am not you re a silicate lie in a dream of disdain and i m the hollowing perception that maybe it doesn t have to be i m a beacon of hope a bastion of hate i will feed you all your needs until the lines break away so fuck me fuck you we re the fucking same the only difference is you try to hide your styrofoam face leave your scar to let me know that i was never alive but the truth is that i live to know i m broken by design