so many fail to understand how much it means to give
away something so dear it carries with it every single word
you ll ever say a ritual such a shallow word cannot fathom the
feelings this will bring it opens wide and breathes for you then
whispers words devoid of sin this sun it opens up within and lists
the veil of self resist the horrors still growing and trapped in my
mind but transformation of my soul through my hide is a saviour
of stalwart devouring of eyes and i hate how you can t understand how i try now the time is soon coming that i will decide to choose
the path i ve made or live out the lie that will save a soul more
pure than mine
may i be forgotten and not thought of when i give up and
if i mean something to you then don t ask why i wasn t strong
i won t deny how i love you and my reasons to try but
responsibilities are something i will not let die no one believes me
that i know it s wrought with anguish and despair for me but he
will not so don t ask me to reason and don t ask me why just
ask me how it felt to have you inside these changes will make
me feel whole tonight when i give up everything to beings that i
should despise

please dont hate me i exist to give someone else my life